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Mar 19, 2014

What I Wish I Knew When I Was Younger

            Hello guys! long time no see. Today I will submit special post while celebrating my 24th birthday. As I recently celebrated another year of life and am entering a new phase of mid-life, I began to think of the lessons that I would pass on to my younger self. Whether you are young or young at heart, it is never too late to change. change can occur at time, date or phase of life. Here are some wise lessons that I wish I knew when I was younger.

            Don’t worry about what other people think of you.I used to worry too much what others thought of me, of my decisions and of my actions. Eventually, I came to realize that if you’re wasting too much time seeking validation, respect or approval from others, then you won’t have time to accomplish all that you desire. You are you and no one be you. Don't waste you time to be approved by others. Everyone has an opinion, but in reality other’s opinions of you are based more on their history and perceptions than anything you’re actually doing. So while it’s good to ask for feedback, rely on your own thoughts of you rather than others commenting on you.

            Today is what’s important.Enjoy every moment of today, because you are not guaranteed of tomorrow. Don’t put off your dreams. Don’t wait to do, try, enjoy all of those “someday” items. Don’t tell yourself I’ll do it tomorrow. If it’s important to you, then DO IT TODAY. That's why I am enjoying my time fully without concerning myself of tomorrow or future. (though I am working of making my future.) Pay attention to what is happening now, to the people around you, to the task at hand and to all of the choices you make today, big and small. What you do today, determines what tomorrow will bring. Our future is set by what we decide and act on today. Let it go.

            What happened yesterday is over. Those unmet expectations, difficult situations, failures and conflicts are in the past. You can’t change it, so let it go. Don’t waste your energy with past memories, resentment or disappointment. If you made mistake. Learn from in and move on. Also, learn to let the little things roll off your back. Insults, criticisms, setbacks etc let them all go. Don’t hold on to old resentments or slights. They only slow you down.

            It’s called work for a reason.Success at anything takes work and determination. When you hear about an overnight success story, don’t forget about all of the work that came before. It takes time to build a career or a business, time to learn and fail, time to build a network of supporters. You may have to do work you do not enjoy and go through the difficult trenches of planning, building, refining, moving up, out, over  and redefining before you get to the place where success clicks. Keep going. Keep your spirits high.

Believe in yourself
           You are your own best supporter. If you do not have confidence in your own value, abilities and contribution, then nobody else will either. You must have faith in your own being. We each have something to offer that is necessary and valuable, though we may not know what that something is. By the time you will realize it. Just because you aren't able to visualize where you might go and how you might succeed, that doesn't mean it will not happen. And just because you may have made long stories of mistakes and have a string of failures behind you does not mean that you can’t achieve your goals in the future. You can do far more than you can imagine. Just try your best.

Don’t burn your bridges.
            You never know when a former boss, colleague, business partner or acquaintance may come in handy. Try to part on good terms, stay on good terms and never gossip about former connections. Be respectful and open to possibilities. Respect each and every person around you.

Maintain connections on all levels. 
             Connect others and offer your help to those you know. A wide pool of friends, peers and connections of all kinds will provide a wealthy resource of ideas and support as you go forward in life. (The exception would be dishonest, disrespectful or offensive people. Cut em loose! in other words follow my dialogue "Ignoooore"). Money is not the most important thing.Money is important. We all have bills to pay, I understand that completely. But in the end, or even in the middle, maybe especially in the middle, money is not the end goal. Satisfaction in a job well done, contributing to something worthwhile and finding something you enjoy doing (or figuring out how to enjoy what you do) are more motivating goals and certainly lend themselves to a happier and less stressful life.Look for the good in everything.

Stay positive.
              Look for the good in people. Celebrate the happy moments, big and small. Search for the lesson and opportunity for growth in the difficult. Give helpful encouragement rather than negative criticism. Be helpful whenever possible.This does not mean to ignore the bad. Dishonesty, disrespect, unhappiness and evil exist and you will have to deal with them. But don’t let those difficulties color your experience. If you view the world around you and life’s challenges through the lens of goodness, then you will find life much more enjoyable then you think.Life is serious and sometimes awful but you can still be upbeat and hopeful. Otherwise, what’s the point?

Thank you for reading! & Thanks to everyone for wishing me good on my birthday. Enjoy your life ^_^ 

Oct 6, 2013

My personal experience by historical places in Lahore

Last week (On 1 September 2013) Me and two of my classmates decided to go and visit to the famous historical places in the heart of Lahore. It was my wish since the first time I came in Lahore to visit such places. Naming of these places by national people are “Shahi e Kila (Royal Castle)” & “Badshahi masjid (Royal Mosque)”. Not far from that location there is another place named as “Minar-e-Pakistan (Tower of Pakistan)”.

Badshahi masjid (Royal Mosque)
The Badshahi Mosque Constructed by the sixth Mughal Emperor Aurangzeb in 1671 and completed in 1673, is the second largest mosque in Pakistan and South Asia and the fifth largest mosque in the world. Epitomizing the beauty, passion and grandeur of the Mughal era, it is Lahore’s most famous landmark and a major tourist attraction. Construction was from 1671 to 1673 AD.
The Badshahi Mosque has architecturally influenced the design of the following mosques:
Sheikh Zayed Mosque, Abu Dhabi, U.A.E.
Sir Syed Masjid, Aligarh, India
Taj-ul-Masajid, Bhopal, India

Shahi e Kila (Royal Castle)
After Visiting the mosque we visited “Shahi e kila” castle is opposite of the mosque. It is located in the northwestern corner of the Walled City of Lahore. Total area of castle is over 20 hectares.Origins of the fort go as far back in history, however, the existing base structure was built during the reign of Mughal Emperor Akbar between (1556–1605) and was regularly upgraded by Mughal, Sikh and British rulers.It has two gates one is known as Alamgiri Gate build by Emperor Aurangzeb.
1241 AD – Destroyed by Mongols.
1267 AD – Rebuilt by Anushay Mirza Ghiyas ud din Balban.
1398 AD – Destroyed again, by Amir Tamir’s army.
1421 AD – Rebuilt in mud by Sultan Mubark Shah Syed.
1432 AD – The fort is occupied by Shaikh Ali of Kabul who makes repairs to the damages inflicted on it by

Shaikha Khokhar.
1566 AD – Rebuilt by Mughal emperor Akbar, in solid brick masonry on its earlier foundations. Also perhaps, its area was extended towards the river Ravi, which then and until about 1849 AD, flowed along its fortification on the north. Akbar also builtDoulat Khana-e-Khas-o-Am, the famous Jharoka-e-Darshan (Balcony for Royal Appearance), Masjidi Gate etc.
1618 AD – Jehangir adds Doulat Khana-e-Jehangir
1631 AD – Shahjahan builds Shish Mahal (Mirror Palace).
1633 AD – Shahjahan builds Khawabgah (a dream place or sleeping area), Hamam(bath ), Khilwat Khana (retiring room), and Moti Masjid (Pearl Mosque).
1645 AD – Shahjahan builds Diwan-e-Khas (Hall of Special Audience).
1674 AD – Aurangzeb adds the massively fluted Alamgiri Gate.
Places name that are in the boundary of castle:

- Diwan e Khaas (Hall of Special Audience)
This is to be the place where king use to appear in front of audience.

- Naulakha Pavilion
This Pavilion was special designed for Quess Mumtaz Mahal. According to my information Naulakha mean 9 lakhs. It is said that this construction of this pavilion cost 9 lakhs.

- Sheesh Mahal
This is the place where Naulakha is located. front part is designed with mirrors that’s why it is named after mirrors. (Sheesh came from word sheesha mean mirror). There is a fountain in the middle of the area. It is said that this was the place where queens use to wait or sleep. It is also said that water in the fountain use to reflect the light of moon on mirrors given the area feeling of twinkling stars.

- Hathi pair seerhian (The entrance of elephants)
This place was constructed in 1631-1632 by King shah jahan. It is located in the north of sheesh mahal, consisting of 58 stairs used for elephants to move on. At that time elephants were used for transport by royal family.

Minar-e-Pakistan (Tower of Pakistan)
This Tower is public monument located in Iqbal Park near from shahi kila The tower was constructed during the 1960s on the site where, on 23 March 1940, the All-India Muslim League passed the Lahore Resolution, the first official call for a separate homeland for the Muslims living in the South Asia, in accordance with the two nation theory. I didn’t capture any picture from this lacation. just one picture from far.

Oct 4, 2013

married or not you should read this

(Note: this story is taken from:

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed – dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.
So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.”

Feb 20, 2012

Trouble makers are everywhere

These days I am always surrounded by trouble makers. any idea how to get away from them? In my work, At home, In dream while sleeping. always new troubles.

Feb 4, 2012


Without your being there. I am all alone by myself in this mighty world. Night time has come, stars are twinkling in the sky. Moon with it’s glory shining in the sky, Alone in my room, thinking about you and your smile, your beautiful laughter that you use to have for me. Your words with your beautiful voice, feeling like you are now sitting in front of me, i remember your words i love you, smile appeared on my face but after knowing i am just thinking about you, missing you in the middle of night, Just imagine, i am…. as a man, still can’t stop my tears, drop of tears, slipped from my cheek, and this drop was full of warmth, and sound of my broken heart remembering the days i passed with you. Missing your rudeness, missing your argue, missing your sweet funny words and thoughts, missing the word you use to say me “my forever love”. Ahhh… I think it’s over, it’s really over, no need to shed my tears, but you are too blind to see what you doing to the one who loved you like a mom care love her kids, like honest doctor care to his patient. Believing you were big mistake, loving you was just a dream. When you break up you said you will always love me. Always you said you will be my best friend, but soon i saw you wanted nothing of me (second tear falling from my eye roll down over my cheek). My ignorance expression is just because i am frightened to talk something that will hurt you. My love…. Back to me again…. I am so alone without you….

We were just friends at the start, Always having fun, never been apart or any moment, Then one day, something sparked, The next thing I knew, you had my heart & i had yours. The days flew by, I lost track of time. Every time I was with you, I was on top of clouds. Then one day, i proposed you exclaimed, yes! and prayed we’d last until the very end. No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy,Happy that I was with you, and you were with me. With me in your dreams, you told me you loved me, I was convinced you were the one for me, Apart from you, I would never be. Just when I thought all was well, Was when you began to put me through hell. You said, we should just be friends,That’s when I knew it was the end. I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why, It was all I could do, not to begin to cry. Where I once saw love, I saw nothing, I couldn't believe you no longer felt something. I lay in bed, counting my tears, Each representing what I’d hoped would be years. Years of happiness, for us to be together, A long-lived life, forever and ever. But in my heart, I know this will never be, For in yours, no longer is there a place for me. I given you my all, I gave you my heart,Little did I know that you will tear it apart. Everyday I place a smile on my face, As for tears, there is not a trace. but yet it’s true, Forever and always, I’ll still love you.

Jan 31, 2012

2012 is started

hello everyone, how are you all doing? missing me and my posts? Open-mouthed smile don’t worry I am fine and now I am here to submit something. 2011 was kind of boring and lonely also there were few good moments. in the end of year I was badly tired and also became ill. (you know the reason of my illness)
Now I am recovered, I am so happy that in the start of new year I got new timetable for my work. this made my life more easy. I can now sleep at night after complete 2 years. It seems like i ran away from jail.
alhamadullah, starting of 2012 is so peaceful and happy, hope not just for me but for everyone. in the start of new year I also fallen in love Embarrassed smile. what? about my manga work? hmmm… how should I start. it is going well too. Smile with tongue out don’t worry I didn’t stop it. I am just to slow. soon I will post latest news like before.

Jan 5, 2012

Who is Madni Manzoor

Hello everyone, long time no post.
today i will let you know who am I. I am writing this with the request of my Bangladeshi friend. masum bhai.
here we go let’s start now.

Full Name:- Muhammad Madni Manzoor.                                              
Birth: MARCH 19,1990
PRESENT ADDRESS: Saudi Arabia, Al Madinah ul munawarah, Sohman colony, on Airport road, Behind Bank Al Riyadh.


1. last beverage = Milk
2. last phone call = MSI company
3. last text message = your configuration message has been sent, if you been asked for password please enter 1234
4. last song you listened to = Shiawase no Iro.mp3
5. last time you cried = I don’t remember

6. dated someone twice = No i didn’t. once i lost heart for someone it’s hard for me to be a same with that someone
7. been cheated on = Yes
8. kissed someone & regretted it = No
9. lost someone special = No
10. been depressed = Yes, once a month. Like a girl have a red days per months.
11. been drunk and threw up = No

12. Pink
13. Purple
14. Reddish orange
15. Made a new friend/s = Yes, always get many friends. sometime even forget them because number of my friends increase.
16. Fallen out of love = Yes
17. Laughed until you cried = Yes
18. Met someone who changed you = Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were = I always know who is my best friends.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = How am i suppose to know that?
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list = Yes, My ex-girl friend

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = 70%
24. Do you have any pets = Yes i have a mother cat and three kittens.
25. Do you want to change your name = No, i like my name. Don’t want to change it.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = It passed and i realized it after one day. i was so busy that never have time to celebrate it.
27. What time did you wake up today = 9:25 AM
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Reading Manga.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Meet my mo-mo today before tomorrow.
30. Last time you saw your Mother = Actually she is sitting in front of me right now
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Secret
32. What are you listening to right now = My Room Air-Conditioner’s boom boom sound.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? =   I wonder
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = My little brother
37. Nickname = 乔安
38.Relationship Status = Love relationship
39. Zodiac sign = Pisces
40. He or She = He
41. Elementary = Pakistani international school near airport, al madinah
42. High School = Dar ul Hijra pakistani School and Collage, al madinah
43. College = Dar ul Hijra pakistani School and Collage, al madinah
44. University = University of management and technology, lahore
45. Hair color = Black
46. Long or short = Shortest in my family
47. Height = 161 cm
48. Do you have a crush on someone? = Yes i had many crush in my young age but now i don’t
49. What do you like about yourself? = I am always honest with my feelings. even if childish feelings.
50. Tattoos = I care for my skin so much, i don’t want to damage my skin with tattoos.
51. Righty or lefty = Righty

52. First surgery = Yes, Saptoplastic surgery of my nose in age 16
53. First piercing =  No
54. First best friend = Fannan Fiyaz
55. First sport you joined = Football
56. First vacation = To Pakistan in age 3
58. First accident = Car hit me in 2009, but don’t ask how i am alive.
59. Eating = Nothing
60. Drinking = Milk
61. I’m about to = submit this post on my blog
62. Listening to = Nothing
63. Waiting for =Nothing

64. Want kids? = Yes only one. no matter boy or girl.
65. Get Married? = Yes inshallah
66. Career? = Mangka and software programmer

67. Lips or eyes = Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = Don’t like physical contact, i am shy person
69. Shorter or taller = Shorter person always active according to me
70. Older or Younger = Don’t care
71. Romantic or spontaneous = 50/50
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Don’t care
73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive and loud too
74. Hook-up or relationship = True Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Trouble Maker

76. Kissed a stranger = I am not freak or perverted alien
77. Drank hard liquor = Never
78. Lost glasses/contacts = No
79. Sex on first date = Never
80. Broke someones heart = I don’t think so
81. Had your own heart broken = Yes many times. i am used to it.
82. Been arrested = Yes, When i was a naughty kid of age 5 and run away from home. police bring me back to home.
83. Turned someone down = No, but i am being turned down many times
84. Cried when someone died = No
85. Fallen for a friend = Yes few times.
86. Yourself = Yes
87. Miracles =Yes
88. Love at first sight = I called it crush
89. Heaven = Yes
= No
91. Kiss on the first date = No
92. Angels =Yes

Enjoy reading :D

Nov 24, 2011

Think about it.

Sometime, i overheard people talking about their life dreams. Some have good dreams, goals and wishes but i saw some people wish or dream for something which is actually need or compulsory thing in life. Damn it, think carefully, i heard from someone once talking about his life dream. He said “i dream to have good work, good wife, children, home with complete furniture etc. Isn’t weird? It’s a dream or your necessaries of life? Listen up friends these are not dream, these are just need of every human, dreams are actually beyond this, like your dream is to make few things that will help people around me and myself, something like big achieve in your life. Which no one ever achieved before. Something like big invention, big goals. Not marriage or having home is dream. There are many things in the world to achieve beside your need. Think about it. Dear reader! I hope you are not just daydreamer of just your compulsory needs. I hope you have higher achievement dreams, working on it practically.

Oct 10, 2011

That girl’s gift box

Today is sunday and it is my day off. after waking up early. I didn’t have anything to do. so I decided to change all settings in my room and remove junk from my room. I cleaned everything. my dressing table, my book stall, my DVD case.
uffff….. that my naughty little brother. all the toys he lost were in my room Disappointed smile. And there is no spot in my room which was untouched by my brother. almost everything was messed up by him. I cleaned that mess.
Now it was turn of cupboard, table and  drawer. checked every drawer and arranged everything in order. one of my things was “Gift Box” that I received from that from that girl my past. hmm it is now like a complete junk box. I opened it. huhhhh? still scent of her favorite perfume is there…? let’s explore the box. one kitten keyring. what should I do? hmmmmm through away? na na it will be waste to through it so I decided to put it in cupboard as a decoration piece. tissues with perfumes… I took them all in my hand, remembered the time that girl and me talked about our favorite perfumes. after that I had no choice, I decided to get rid of every memory that I had with her. thrown all in dustbin. next were her poster cards and love letter, I read them once, I felt it so childish. no use of them thrown them in dustbin too. in one envelope I found some of her pictures. saw them once but felt like I was a ridiculous person. what I liked in her? she look scary in picture. not even cute or beautiful like before. It’s true lime in fiction stories and movie that love make the lover blind. seems like in was blind Confused smile so I decided to torn them and throw them away. I did it. her pictures in my facebook  already deleted few months ago. these were her last pictures. I don’t regret to delete or torn her pictures. I am safe now. she even ignored me when she came to saudi arabia. she was few metre away from my work place. well forget it. this was last time I had hope from her after that I don’t want to even see her face.
hmmmm…. what should I do with that box? it is cute Open-mouthed smile I don’t want to throw it. hmmmmm well let’s think hmmmmmmm… ahaaan…. I have lot of blank A4 sized papers. why don’t I make it paper holder? well hehehe at last I did it. now it is my paper holder Smile with tongue out.
wow room is clean now. it feel so clean and refreshing.

I am addicted to anime

isn’t that weird? now I am really into comic and anime world. don’t know why I feel good and enjoy 2D world? because I am no longer interested in 3D world? I don’t know if it is bad or good for me. where it will lead me?